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MENOPAUSE AND SACRED ANGER.

Menopause is famous for the overwhelmed, angry, raging woman — suddenly speaking up, wanting to fight, abandoning and questioning structures that used to feel so bearable before.

No one likes that, right?

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NOT PROPERLY DRESSED.

My friend, who symbolically represents success in life, asked if I was ready to go and if my tights were okay after all the struggle of putting them on inside the tent. I told her confidently — yes. But then I noticed a tear near my ankle, and my legs were hairy and unshaved.

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FALLING INTO BLACK HOLE.

That moment again, when the universe pulls a soft carpet from under my feet, then a floor and then the ground, and now I am falling into a black hole. Just a free fall, in the dark, with no idea when or how it will end, and it feels infinite...

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A bit of CLAY, and what it opens up

The story isn't about foraging. It's about the relationship to Land / Country. It started small. A dog walk, a patch of exposed (maybe clay?) bits by the track, and a simple curiosity: could this become pigment for my art, or something made by hand?

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Expansion by just being

Practising embodiment for 6 days in my MIECAT studies of the Master of Therapeutic Arts has brought me so many "wow" moments. I was getting “high” by returning to my BODY, SENSING and TRUSTING that it is enough to let these senses guide you. No thinking required.

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The missing two senses…

Western concepts of the five senses - sight, sound, smell, touch and taste are therefore elements that contribute to only a portion of the human sensory experience, whilst deeper perceptual insights (oolgna and ngara) enable us to feel, respond, connect and adapt to the environment.

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NOTHING REALLY MATTERS.

And then all the noise fades. The problems, the plans, the need to prove or fix anything - it is gone. On that scale, nothing really matters. And somehow, that’s the most peaceful feeling there is.

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THE PUELLA

In psychology, Puella doesn’t mean a young girl in real life. It means a certain way of being inside - a symbolic pattern in the human psyche. The term Puella comes from Latin and evokes the “young feminine on the brink of becoming… at a crossroads.”

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Stone Magic

When was the last time you climbed up on a stone or pressed your palms or body against it for no logical reason at all, just because it called you?

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What Are Meta-Dreams?

I was in a tsunami disaster, but I remembered I had already dreamed, relived or predicted this. It was a dream remembering another dream. I felt like I was recreating my own movie, Inception, inside the dream.

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Held Between Frames.

Frames will probably always exist.
But if we become the ones who shape them, not the other way around, we feel free within ourselves and the frames.

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